In The Blink Of An Eye

My heart is aching for so many people right now - it's rather surreal. Within the past month, Mark has suffered a tragic loss, Sarah has shattered her L1 and L3 vertebrae, Kait has been in and out of the ER, Ryan has, once more, disappeared, great uncle passed away, and my dearest Kristen's little brother died suddenly.

We're constantly reminded of just how fragile and fleeting life as we know it is. Please...if you do nothing else today, tell those you care about that you love them. Who truly knows if it's the last time you'll have the joy of spending time with them.

For all of those I care about who have suffered a loss....my heart reaches out for you. Know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.

I love you..

The Sad Reality

The situation with Mark wasn't exactly as I'd thought...read this article and make sure to take a minute to remember just how fleeting life truly is. Say "I love you" often and with all your heart.

http://www.macombdaily.com/articles/2010/06/08/news/doc4c0d343b07be2242853336.txt#photo1

A Long Ways Away wrote on Jun 9, 2010 4:16 PM:

" I never knew you personally but my heart still reaches out to you and your loved ones. Your ultimate sacrifice is one that won't be forgotten.

God bless and protect both you and your brothers who still serve and fight for our country. Let them all come home and properly honor your life by living their own lives to the full potential. No more death is needed...

- DCG "

At Long Last

Yes...yes I do believe it's a happy post at long last! Now that certainly doesn't mean that fabulous things haven't been happening but those around me have certainly had their fair share of shitty things occur lately and, consequently, I feel for them.

This post is about the wonders of Utah Pride 2010. Ah yes, I've spent a bit of time at Pride. Last year I worked the booth for 10,000 Villages and had a surprisingly decent time in the rain. This year was much different and better. It was in the low 80's, bright, clear skies, and I got to see the parade!

Here's Adam representing gays who honorably serve in our Armed Forces. I heart that kid, mucho. I'm also quite glad that things are slowly but surely taking shape regarding the outdated "don't ask, don't tell" policy. But, let's be honest...it was never "indated"...it's always been wrong. The end.

My dear Andrew got to get allllllll dressed up in his leather regalia and throw his new whip around a bit. The night before I got to throw it around for A taught me how to use it. I'm not good at all though.

Then he found me and caught me! Eeeeep!

I also got to spend time with my Stacy and Kada and explore the festival a bit. Chatted with a tipsy Matt...who was still ridiculously cute - duh - and even managed to get the back of one arm burned...but just one, mind you.

I love Pride and I love how happy and accepting people are there. Yay for social progress!

I Don't Pray...But...

Apparently Mark flew back to the US from A-Town to escort his fallen friend, Anthony, to his funeral. Goodness...that has got to be so incredibly difficult.

My role in Mark's life has changed drastically over the years but it's at times like these that I wish I could comfort him as I used to...and hold him close.

You're all in my thoughts and prayers.

Here's to the memories...