Thursday, April 15, 2010

Ze End

So...I think it's fair to say that there comes a time when one is just...just done. It's even fairer to say I'm miles past that point already.


I find myself stuck in a catch-22. There are parts of me that are so excited to pack up and move on to the next chapter of my life. I'm ready for a new room, my bitchy cats, own bathroom (don't hate..I'm a girl), and being one step closer to having my fantabulous career. Then I realize I have to say goodbye to people and places here. I think that's rather shitty.


So, while there are some parts of this moment in time that I can't wait to move on from, the ones that keep me pining for (gulp...never thought I'd say this) Utah are a bit overwhelming. I'd prefer not to have the reasons I want to leave be increased however...just an fyi.


I think it's time to sharpen some more colored pencils and get some sleep.


Indeeds

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

White On White

It snowed last night and this morning.
The ground and trees and cars and bushes and EVERYTHING was covered in a cold white blanket.
It was beautiful.
Today the sun shown and the wind blew.
But the blanket stayed nestled down to comfort.
Today balloons soared towards Heaven...
And took part of the cold blanket with it.
Today I said, "thank you"
With all of my heart
And I let a bit of my heart fly due north as well.
Today I witnessed a miracle and will forever be changed.
Today...today is the day.